4/23/08 @ Wednesday, April 23, 2008

It's true. Mom knows best.
Now I know. My mom had been observing me.
I was ordered to relax! Hah!
She thinks that I'm having depression, because my face shows everything. Haha!
Well, somehow I agree and somehow I don't.
To think of it, depression is too heavy and I don't think I'm really in that state.
But after this morning, when I gave that busok look to my friends after being pissed off with everything and anything, I really have to take care of my face and hair!! I'm enough with the acnes and no more white hair please! Hahahaha.
Mom also said that it reminds her during my younger days (small la ok!), where I would sit at the end of my bed and complained and made a fuss whenever I was in anxieties. I would "Ira takutla mak...Ira scaredla mak...macam mane mak..". Of course a mother will then try her best to console her super-stress-habes daughter. Mom also said that I am totally different from Kak Tiqah when she was facing her Os back then. Mom said she was calmer, she more relaxed and she used to stay damn late to study. Well, yea of course that will not be me currently. Cos surely my head will be on the table for the rest of the lesson next day. Hah!

Haaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiii......see! It's a big sigh coming all out from inside!