4/10/08 @ Thursday, April 10, 2008

So far there's shit as well as non-shit happening around.
At the rate I'm going, I seriously waiting for a bomb to explode right beside my ear.
Damn! everything are fine but I know they are so not. I don't need any break.
I don't need to rejoice. I just need the strength for everything.
Well... hell yeah I'm tired. I don't kow wether all these are called life.
I just can't get back the standard that I used to be. Maybe I've made a mistake.
But you see, I'm always aware of the words that coming out of my mouth.
I can say 'I'm fine!' however it will just turn all the way round. It's as if my words just can be full of 'maybe'. Sometimes I want to affirm but I just do not dare. I'm afraid I will eat my words back.
Maybe I've lost something I just don't know what it is. This is shit.