12/8/07 @ Saturday, December 08, 2007

As normally, I had no idea where was the place.
I was walking.
It seems so bright.
The atmosphere was so intense.
I felt like in a shopping mall.
On the contrary, my heart was deeply in fear, I was sad.
Never I felt such feelings.
It was the feeling of death.
My mind was talking, reminiscing the words and reminding
on what I am about to experience in 2 days.
I met my bestfriends, I hid my feelings however not
my expressions.
I met many others, one of which I can't understand why a guy that
I surely knows who is him but not who he is.
Everybody was such in a delighted mood.
They laugh and chattered away.
I wanted to tell what was going in my mind to my friend
however I was put into mute.
Fortunately I got to tell her and she gave me a disapponting reaction.
'Hmmmm....'

Thenn.... goes my msg tone that just blew everything away.
I cried.
I ignored the msg, unlike usual.
I continue to sleep hoping the stories to continue.
But to no avail.

I hope what sis Esah told me was just true.




OKAYYY....
that aside,
my dear gatal brotherrrrrrr.... had just sunat!!!
Yeay!! Alhamdulillah.
Hearing how it goes was funny.
Whatever it was, I am proud of my Dak Cik. Hahaha
And and and and..... I am so jealous of him!!
As he has been bugging to daddy since his good results...
daddy plans to buy him a.... PSP!! Wathehell!
Ehem! It would be very worth to buy for me!
Wellllll afterall Ihsan has been one of a very cute-gatal-brave brother to me.
:)))